I have spent months in this bathroom, okay, maybe years looking in the mirror, wallowing in tears. In my reflection I saw the death of many things: love, respect,friendship, and my childhood dreams, but I'll make this confession right here and right now to clear my conscience as much as time allows. Anger, hate, jealousy, and fear have made their final appearance this year, so I'll stand up and wipe all this off my ass and quite possibly lacking in dignity and class. I refuse